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Sit and StareAs I lay in my bed
Staring at the screen in my lap Staring because I am afraid to think Worried if I try to sleep I will only ponder
Reminiscing the mistakes and sins I have made Causing myself a world of hurt and pain I don't want this feeling so I continue to type Spelling my emotions out on paper

I would never tell you in person But I am disgusted with who I am I don't like the things I have done I wish I could relive my life and change it
I know all along that I can't
And wanting to is just a twisted dream A messed up reality that i Sit and Stare
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No Regrets...?Look back at how things went Hating miserably the choices I have made The money spent and the friends lost Decisions so poorly made
I never wanted to be where I am now I imagined my self so much further ahead Or was it, comfortably where I was I guess the years ahead will tell
A part of me not wanting there to be more ahead Wanting to end it all now, not of my own
But by a fate, something out of my control I just don't want to feel the way I do now
I have said it once before The next life has to be better than this But do I get that still No Regrets...?
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Things At The Moment.......

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 8, 2010, 7:39 PM

Well, there is plenty going on in my life right now. I should be out of the army in the next couple of months. Yay for medical retirement! But, at the same time I don't know what I am REALLY going to do when I get out. College is a for sure although I am not sure what exactly I am going to major in. I have had some more time to focus on writing lately which I am thankful for. I am continuing to work on my photography, granted I am the kind of person who likes to capture beauty as it is without altering the image, I would love to have time to play with photo manipulation. Maybe I will have the chance to take a class in photography.. Who knows. There is plenty on my mind lately. Plenty to look at and not enough focus for it all.

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