Call It What You Want

This feeling inside
Call it depression if you want
It is how I feel inside
I am falling apart

I say I don't want love
But I really do
The love I want is taken though
Never to be mine

The pain from when you left
Never to completely heal
Your face and your voice
Brings it all back

The things that could have been
Seemed so special
Whilst now amount to nothing
As I lay here alone

A simple smile and those beautiful eyes
I remember how you treated me
The things I looked forward to
and The hours on the phone

Life is a mess inside my head
As I say I am alright
The thoughts always come back
While I try to sleep at night

I have given all of my heart
There is none more to give
Feelings never new now
Love only for the past and desire

By: C Matthew Sieradzki 2-24-2010 1915