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Can I Have My Heart Back? by ~armymanski:iconarmymanski:



I gave you my heart so quickly
Thinking that you were the one
Yeah the dreams and hours of thought
All keeping me thinking you were the one

You constantly are on my mind
Every extra second of the day
Only happiness waiting to turn to pain
Every extra second of the day

Not to mention the nights
The tears that put me to sleep
Because I miss that text message
You know “Goodnight Bunny, I love you”

Well I still long for that message
Although it doesn’t come
When you leave with out a word
I feel crushed, ripped apart at the heart

I gave you my heart foolishly
Thinking it was for real this time
But obviously it wasn’t, just bull shit
Can I have my heart back?

Can I get over this pain
These memories of you
These memories of us
Will it go away? Ever?

By Matt Sieradzki
2007
©2008 ~armymanski
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~13norwitch:icon13norwitch: Mar 23, 2008, 4:12:35 PM
ank?

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the topic of homosexuality is like a circle. you can only be so far one way before you start coming back around again.
~armymanski:iconarmymanski: Mar 23, 2008, 4:16:13 PM
Ex from the past she and I are talking and we started talking about what happened between us so I put those up for her to read because she didn't believe I honestly loved her.
~13norwitch:icon13norwitch: Mar 23, 2008, 4:18:22 PM
i see. well i dont see how she couldnt, but its not my busniess

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the topic of homosexuality is like a circle. you can only be so far one way before you start coming back around again.
~armymanski:iconarmymanski: Mar 23, 2008, 4:22:14 PM
I know, there was a lot that happened, she hurt me and I never was able to give all the trust back to her.
~13norwitch:icon13norwitch: Mar 23, 2008, 4:24:18 PM
im sorry :\

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the topic of homosexuality is like a circle. you can only be so far one way before you start coming back around again.
~armymanski:iconarmymanski: Mar 23, 2008, 4:26:49 PM
Don't be, I couldn't control what was happening, I was drugged and it was her actions. That is a huge part of why I hated myself for so long.
~13norwitch:icon13norwitch: Mar 23, 2008, 4:29:18 PM
you shouldnt have hated your self. at least i dont think so. it was not your fault in ny way. and yes, it was her action. you couldnt control it.

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the topic of homosexuality is like a circle. you can only be so far one way before you start coming back around again.
~armymanski:iconarmymanski: Mar 23, 2008, 4:32:01 PM
Believe me you go through having a parent "someone your supposed to trust" do something like that to you and you will view yourself as worthless.
~13norwitch:icon13norwitch: Mar 23, 2008, 4:33:39 PM
sigh...yeah...i could see that. but that doesnt mean its the right feeling. not at all.

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the topic of homosexuality is like a circle. you can only be so far one way before you start coming back around again.