Still Chasing

I gave you my heart
You said I held yours in my hands
I gave you my trust
You said I could forever

I fell in love with you like never before
It didn't matter though no matter what I did
I remember you saying we would be for a long time
I remember planning my life to make you happy

Can I ever fall in love again, will the desire for you end
I said I would never give up and I haven't yet
You still have my heart even though it feels abandoned left to die
It feels though it is in the right place even though you have turned your face

Here I lay contently following what my heart desires
Knowing there may only be more hurt ahead
The thought of the joy you can bring me and already do
Keeps me going stronger then ever chasing after you

I can't just let go and give up on something that feels so right
I would be a fool to turn on my heart and leave it where it hangs
Please embrace my heart again for it longs for you and only you
Still no other does it want nor will it go to with out having tried it's hardest

You are amazing in everyway imaginable
You are what causes me continue to hope for the possibilities
You have been hurt and I am sorry, I am not them nor could I be
I have always been honest and loving never straying from your amazing ness

I thought I could just let you go but I was so wrong in thinking so
My heart still strives to be with you and not be let go
So here I am still chasing after you over powering fearing abandonment
Knowing that with you is the only place my heart is content

Matt Sieradzki
3-25-08